addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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dreams

the new house down the road looks so beautiful.. couldn't help but peer in while walking out/ walking back in. there's an intimidating security cam at the gate so i didn't dare stare for too long.. but it's really very pretty. it looks like my dream houseee. so nice.

ah i want to have a house like that by the beach. not an east coast park-ish beach but a REAL beach. with a great sunrise and sunset and white, soft sand, and seashells to pick and clear waters to swim in..

then every morning i can wake up and go for a nice long run by the beach then jump into the cool, refreshing water and swimmmm. wheee.

oh oh i recently had this really interesting dream. i was in some other country at some hotel or other. and there was this enormous buffet with a lot a lot a lot of food! i don't remember much of the food, cos i spent most of my time AT THE TEA TABLE. yes, there was this counter with like hundreds of tea bags of many different flavours. looked so yummy.. haha it was quite an amusing dream cos i spent all my time at the tea counter trying to find green tea. but in the end i couldn't find it! haha but the buffet spread was really to die for.

something to add to my list of things to do in the future:
exercise for like many many many hours then go eat a giant buffet- guilt free!

haha i think eating guilt free is prob one of the best feelings in the world.

am drowning in my work and feeling crappy about training but it's okay because there are bigger things to look forward to (or at least i am trying to tell myself so). like my dreaaammm houseeee. yayeee. must work hard so i can earn money to live in such a house.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

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